Unexplainable Sentence

Being myself is such a pain.
I always stressed myself with unnecessary thoughts.
Plus, hundreds of unpleasant events at school.

I never liked going to school. I prefer homeschooling alot. But my mom always said things like this:

"Home schooling will only make you isolated from the outer world!" (a.k.a AUTISM)

Huh.

What an utter nonsense.
Even I didn't get to homeschooling, I'm already (self-proclaimed) autistic.
At least that what I can see in peoples eyes.

Well, homeschooling isn't the topic I'm going to post here.

Here, let me tell you sumthin'.

I've heard enough from you all.
Even you didn't say anything, I know it. I know what you're thinking.
About why I didn't tell you I think it's not that necessary even I WAS GOING TO DO IT, now I'm doing it, hope you don't mind ^_^

I know juuust one word to describe me from what in your thoughts.
WEIRD.

I'm not mad at you or feel hurt or being emo or some shit, just that I was all annoyed.

So first, let me ask you something.

Is it really necessary to stare me with your "OH MAI WHAT A WEIRDO" eyes?
I mean, WHAT.
Does it matter to you if I acted weird? Does my weird-ness kill someone?

I may acted a little 'insane' than normal humans you've seen everyday, but I STILL HAVE FEELINGS.

To be continued...