Unexplainable Sentence

Being myself is such a pain.
I always stressed myself with unnecessary thoughts.
Plus, hundreds of unpleasant events at school.

I never liked going to school. I prefer homeschooling alot. But my mom always said things like this:

"Home schooling will only make you isolated from the outer world!" (a.k.a AUTISM)

Huh.

What an utter nonsense.
Even I didn't get to homeschooling, I'm already (self-proclaimed) autistic.
At least that what I can see in peoples eyes.

Well, homeschooling isn't the topic I'm going to post here.

Here, let me tell you sumthin'.

I've heard enough from you all.
Even you didn't say anything, I know it. I know what you're thinking.
About why I didn't tell you I think it's not that necessary even I WAS GOING TO DO IT, now I'm doing it, hope you don't mind ^_^

I know juuust one word to describe me from what in your thoughts.
WEIRD.

I'm not mad at you or feel hurt or being emo or some shit, just that I was all annoyed.

So first, let me ask you something.

Is it really necessary to stare me with your "OH MAI WHAT A WEIRDO" eyes?
I mean, WHAT.
Does it matter to you if I acted weird? Does my weird-ness kill someone?

I may acted a little 'insane' than normal humans you've seen everyday, but I STILL HAVE FEELINGS.

To be continued...

Let's start blogging, kids.

Irrashai~!
Welcome to Shachii's official blog! :D
(Urp. I'm kinda nervous -_-")

Well, you see..I called this blog was my official because I have other thousand blogs that I'm sooo never using that one again :p
(Due to uncreative names and forgot their usernames^^")

I'm going to TAKE CARE THIS ONE BLOG UNTIL THE END O_O

Oops! I forgot to introduce myself, tee-hee :>
Here goes:

I'm Shahnaz Amira,
But people call me with various nicknames, such as Shahnaz, Syanaz (this one's suckie, so don't call me that :u), Shasa, and mostly, Shachii :>

I'm recently 13 years old. My birthday is on December 14th 1995.

I reeeeeeally really love drawing :o
This is my official art site : shachiitohikari.deviantart.com
I may not a good artist, but just watch me grow okay? I'm still a mere-child u know :u

I love Pokemon, Okami, VOCALOID, Gyakuten Saiban (Ace Attorney series), Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Nodame Cantabile, Keroro Gunsou, Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu, Keion! (K-ON!), Tokyo Revelations, and soooooooo much more I forgot to mention desu~ :e

I can read Japanese, and kanji a little :>

My obsessions are:
1) To be a mangaka at the age of 15
2) Can play various music instruments like piano, violin, shamisen, shakuhachi, ocarina and flute :>
3) Live in Japan or California
4) Bought all Pokemon merchandises at Pokemon Center shops all over japan!
5) Adopt a Siberian Husky as my best friend and partner to travel around the world (I will name it Amaterasu or Shiranui after that lolz)

Ffffssss that's all I can tell you right now..
Thanks for reading desu~!